go buy some groceries in the dark

i'm working on my forward thinking; working on my self-control. process this ugly mess, figure out how to make it whole. choke down a bus ride to the city, chase it down with a trip to the east side; seems like over time I'll get so numb that I won't mind. sometimes I actually forget that this is really something, one look at you and that is it, and this is really something, being hard is hard so sick of it, and this is really something good. go change the oil go get the tailight fixed, go buy some groceries in the dark, earth shakes gets rearranged and I realize I missed the mark. sometimes I actually forget that this is really something, one smile from you and that is it and this is really something, being hard is hard so sick of it and this is really something good, this is really something good now.

aaron sprinkle

"sometimes the unexplained can define you.." the above song resonates with me right now on so many levels. I can't explain it. But it really fits the mood of the moment. Wandering the streets of San Francisco on a dreary day perusing old apartments and endless streets, and everything going on in my head right now. it's all the exteriors and the interior progression that meld into one feeling and this song. right on.