as the nurse

so it was a little bit sink or swim. but not really. we have a great floor. it was my first day with 4 patients. I sent 3 down for various procedures, dc'd one and admitted one from ED. It was psycho, but i did it. and i'm not getting my pts confused at least! AND I got out of there b4 8pm. wow. for me wow. so i see progress. definately. not leaps and bounds exactly, but marked gradual progression. thank you Lord. I don't feel sick dread anymore. mostly nervous excitement. sort of. i dunno thank you.