i need a raincoat. i get no answers, i don't get no change..

it really is downpouring in san francisco tonight. and it's COLD, markedly moreso today. and the smell of hospitals in winter, you know? and missing new orleans, and my family, and nk and LA and so many others.

I need a phone call.. i really really need a rain coat. i can't always hear the freight train, maybe if i listen real hard... cause i'm lonely for the big town.

and there were earthquakes all up the coast today. i feel cold inside and out. cold and tired and sad. generally sad i guesss. not in a despairing way, more in a sentimental way i guess. and regrets. i dont know.