nothing-- there's nothing--

after days 1 and 2 i have thoughts; after day 3 I have nothing-- the only fragments: shower and feet hurt. but considering I sat down for 1 out of 14 hours, that's really not bad- and my back and knees are totally fine, thanks to my brown danskos-- which i love. clogs=going to work in slippers, feeling scandinavian, and preserving my joints all at once; the best 120$ i ever spent. these are my working shoes.

please God make me long for you.not just because I'm stressed or lonely, but because I love and long for you.-- please make me do (desire) this-- becaause I don't the way I want to.

sooo many unreturned pages today-- I guess because today was Sunday. though ever getting off work late sucks and I'm exhausted, there's something to be said for the challenge-- ever being stretched and demanded of. maximizing potential.