weighed down

i am so weary from this heavy load and i'm so tired i could cry. my burdens lifted lifted up. now i can hold my head high. i used to be as blue as the sky.

love the guys i work with. and the ladies, for the most part. and am so drained by the incessant needs and unknowns of my job. i still feel so new and dumb and slow. when someone points it out, it sucks.