please and thank you

deep breaths marcelle can't feel my fingers mind is garbled foggy. day in pac heights and union st shops french cafe and purses bags paper japanese stationary journals busses jh and talk family. eric lauren ruth stairs and beautiful and a dream. crying ER to ICU to ER neruo surg and ruth crying. malignant success hemorhage and extubate joking with nurse mom called lynn bike on PCP and fog and talking to mel and angel rescue cadillac 35 bellevue story and don't hyperventilate. shaky surreal dream nightmare can i wake up yet the worst thing i've ever heard of in my whole life, happenned so fast everything so fast i can't think how are you i love you thank you praying give will a hug. JESUS THANK YOU THANK YOU PLEASE PLEASE keep him alive thank you for a er success neuro surg bought some time with him please keep him alive thank you please