it's getting darker.... we dance alone this way

"I know He does, " he said. "sometime you talk to someone but they don't listen They neber ask you anything about the things you say. But God asks me things all the time. I tell Him one thing and He listen and think it ober. Then He ask me something about it." "I see," she said. "But you didn't ask Him why your wife disappeared?" "Yes I did," he said. "And i ask Him if He help me find her. And I told Him I was sad about it and I like to die instead of her. But i know that i lib in a place that's broke. And I know it's gonna stay broke until the man comes back to smooth out all the rough places. Ebery morning I wonder if it be the day. And I say "Amen, come Lord Jesus." And when i go to sleep and eberything still broke, and i still dont know where she went or if she dead, i don't curse God because He aint the one who made this place get sick. he just the one who's gonna get it well. So i wait up. "

-p222 Carry My Bones