pre-thanks

learning to be less shy, make more eye contact. simple things to practice. glad i made myself go out even though i didn't want to; mr p saying it's good to see you and it was, and i was glad too. i love them/ that family/ place. it's hard being back from N.O. though everything is amazingly clean and pretty and healthy and crisp in comparison. but with all preparing for thanksgiving i feel lonely despite working all weekend.