unrequited

i feel stressed for some reason, anxious, bummed. clearly exhausted. sad that char left today. hollow. insufficient time with God. haven't worked in over a week. i feel nervous and mopish. heavy-hearted with news from nashville. lonely i guess. it happens every time a sister leaves my side. i've forgotten how to be without one that knows me so well. it's ever just a readjustment. it's been a great week. realizations, reality, sigh.