it's all the little things that kill tearing at my brain again:)

10/22/07
dreamed of a family trip. first dream was with ruth or siblings, both maybe. at a water park type place with swimming, diving boards, and slides... 2nd dream family roadtrip. a lap pool with some lanes people swimming, other lanes were dry with gymnastics equipment and chalk everywhere. there was a young guy working there and birds in a room attacking me for the food i carried. the young guy rescued me. something else rustic scene, a boat party with also a pool and a paddle boat i think. it was some old movie, children's' movie i believe and lydia was there. there were lanterns hanging and parents with kids also me finding out that i was a mom and getting a form to fill out for custody-- being in shock that i had a baby. i think the father had the baby and i think he was hispanic and the form definitely said "Marcella" preprinted and the lady with the form said "so is a marcelle the mother" and i said yes that's me. also on the family trip. i remember dad waiting in the van, the old blue van with some of the kids and it was getting late. i remember talking to someone about how we would get up late and therefore only eat 2 meals a day on this road trip...