do you realize that you have the most beautiful face... that everyone you know someday will die?

working nights makes me feel fragile
scarcely feel like myself anymore after 3 weeks of this
honestly
makes me feel burdened, nagging sorrow of the unfulfilled
chronic sleep deprivation toys with your emotions/hormones/intellect
"except we keep coming back to this meaning that i lack"
underwhelming fullness
all eggs in any basket
flaker in red
long lost was hurried, a bit withdrawn/sad
will be glad to be no longer nocturnal