professionalism

isn't my strongpoint. i'm a familiar person. i tend to make the other person feel comforable, natural, acknowledged, validated. I'm not good at keeping that professional distance i'm supposed to keep. and besides that. i think my young male patients fall in love with me. when their pupils are shaped like hearts... and then i don't know what to say to them. i get nervous that they'll say something uncomfortable, and i mutter something and dart out of the room, wondering if i was misinterpreting the signs. who knows.