sometimes a little tipsy is the most true you're going to get

realized ever since Dre the gravity of things. the weight, the sheer immenence of it all. of people. of the secret burdens they silently bear. the most incredible and wonderful people harboring the deepest feelings of despair, guilt, loss. "you don't know me, you don't know me...." the least suspected. especially guys. dre, erik, perry..... how IMPORTANT those people in your life are, the people you love and care about, but don't always actively pursue, or seek out. how heavy, how weighty it is! how urgent, how apathetic i so easily become! it's not just "ministry" i need to get un-selfish and motivated about, it's simply about looking out for and LOVING, caring for gently, the people in my life. i have been BLESSED richly for a purpose. God didn't give me fabulous supportive healthy loving relationships just so I'd be happy; but that I and others would be doubly blessed through the Spirit in me.