sigh. so many mistakes lately

being intermittently overwhelmed

in a different light
in another time
things could/would be so different

fragrances that linger
wistful for decisions made and their lost impact

suddenly gripped with anxiety
am i really ok with quitting my job?

"to hear the days pile up with decisions to be made;
i'm sure all of them were wrong
into this song, i send myself and with these drinks i plan to collapse and forget ..
some decisions you don't make i guess it's like breathing and not wanting to
there are some things that you can't fake
i guess that it is typical to cling to memories you'll never get back again and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago or a friend that you used to know" -Feb 15th Bright Eyes