the pretty nurse is selling poppies for the train

a good day at work
i'm wide awake it's morning
nurses day card hysterics and weeping that family slays me daily and often and deeply with a love that should'nt be possible in such and f---ed up world.
beauty and love. these are the things that defy all logic reason and the general pattern of this life. wow and ow. and God is at the root. the only reason ANYthing works right. whether we know/acknowledge this/Him or not.