til what i want and what i need can finally be the same

i know i'm just the weather against your window as you sleep through a winters' dream

some lyrics linger.


dreamt last night hot, sweaty, restlessly. of cool things (in temp, tone, color). of family, of CGers, of football games, chinese restaurants, friend's family's house, small tv room with karaoke, predawn fancy theater show plans, family obligations vs friend expectations, time travel within one dwelling. seeing my friend(s) as a child in the location that later became another habitation. realizing that crossing that doorway i had stepped over an arc of time. awoke fevered and abrupt. feeling slightly troubled, slightly disappointed, but not devastated, dismayed, or happy.

i love dreaming.