side effects they don't advertise

i know i'm just the weather against your window as you sleep through a winters dream

a deam of derelict twilight places

last night it was a run-down dormlike bathroom where i took a shower. realized i had forgotten my razor before i was reminded that i wanted to be out of there by 8 because they were fumigating for rats and they would start running out over my feet if i didn't hurry. it was 10 till 7. i barely showered at all.

tonight there was sunshine places in swimsuits and various cool water park ish pools with jung hee, then bikes and her having a thing with John from our eatery. me riding a lil boys trick bike and having little boys envy me. paying $5 to use a bathroom and park my bike there but the man at the shop said i could come back any time. for life? i wanted to know? changing in a bathroom with a big window there for some reason and a lady was possibly watching me. wardrobe skirt changes. a friend/sister and romance, not Jung hee.... details elude me. a dark tall-ceilinged building with smalls stairs leading out and giant mosquito/flies buzzing about. it was some Christmas novelty i think. what else was in that room..... a cute shortish guy who asked me for directions back out to the light.