"i wake up sweating in the night"

had a lot of (impromptu) fun yesterday. should've accomplished stuff instead, however. vivid, strange dreams last night. of pal-ing with a posse, much like yesterday, actually. don't recall the players, tho Alyson was there, as was Ron, and Mr D... climbing and jumping for views, opening this lower compartment in a big ship, donning life vests and playing around in there.. did we swim?..

memories v dreams.

what happened and what did i dream?


"if something happens to me, remember me as a happy guy, the guy who wants to fix everything"

"i've been running, all my life i've been running"

"i know i'm the debil"


"i love you so much cunada, you're a pure person, and i'm glad to know so much more about you"

"i wish i could be another person,.... it could be, like, different for me."

"it's like 50% and the other half is how you're gonna take care of your man, and vice versa"

"i know what i want to do in my mind, but my heart says something different"

"you have all the things you want with me, anything you want"

"she never gonna realize how much one person can love her... "