how to chronicle such a day or two?

and the sleeplessness of the past several days is akin to being perpetually drunk, thus memories escape me......after a nearly sleepless night and devastating staff mtg news and time destroyed, a dinner with friends, a cake, Korean practiced, photos taken, feeling appreciated... rockit room show with b-day shout out/ participation, quickly cake sharing and candle made song sung by kai, coit tower with dlo and the band, then convinced to go to hayward to scope an incredible view and hang. sharing the master bed with deanna, waking up to the kai effect post office and breakfast run then a hike down to the gorgeous lookout and photos (camera sooo dead) and video. laughing so much. then trying to leave around 1pm but then nate starts playing that grand piano in the living room with wood floors, high ceilings, and sound reverberating straight through my soul. if i ever had a weakness it was for this. weighted to my seat in ecstasy:) getting home at 3pm and leaving at 6 for hot pot for drew's b-day
so exhausted, sassssy one says to my photos; knowing certain friends like me and even are attracted on a subconscious level, but wondering if it could ever translate to something more...