i am certain of this and i'm not certain of anything

i just wanna stand on a table and hug jesus -melix

jesus praying in the garden.  wanting the oneness for us too

peter denying, wigging out, how when you're in the midst of sin (that 1 hr) you can't even process, are in denial until afterwards like, wtf, i would never do that!!!!

but that jesus knew already he was going to do it and already loved him anyway.  but then peter went out and wept bitterly--  i may need to do some of that.  then sought forgiveness.  the acceptance he sought was already there.  wow.  he views me with compassion and love, not condemnation and judgement (as i deserve!).