o my goodness, such dreams

a teacher's lounge where i found Lydia wearing my swimsuit, Lashante in hers, and my mom there with Rhonda and Andrea telling me she's pregnant and the details of how it happened.. and i'm all maybe it's just menopause! cause she's all uncertain and i'm thinking she should know her body by now after having 5 of us whether or not she is!! it was some kind of camp thing and there were kids and cake and i felt like crying due to the family situation of one of these boys. there was a partially english speaking latino boy who passed a note to me about his crush on me and i kind of liked him too. something about church and church friends and waiting outside of a crack house. then this lady came and attacked me to rush me off the lot. i gathered my stuff and scampered....