life's a beautiful contradiction

so sing
and rejoice
fill your hands with something tangible
and fly your love
like a flag
and destroy the desire
for that which is impossible
and accept what you get with a smile

ah, it's always a mix, but today was a good day.
slumber party with jenny, church, lunch, table away, the obvious examining and flirting from trouble, the absence of others, the fleeing of an embarrassed friend, majestic run with Anna, TPark, and Ron up to Corona Hill, Buena Vista, 17th st... such fun talking, laughing, running with friends, Koo with DLo for a really nice, relaxing, excellent dinner. it was a relaxing and productive day. training, health-seeking, friend-enjoying mixed with convo about work frustration, people striving, puzzled reflection, patient longing, attempted surrender...