Coffee Prince's description of being "shaken"

it's like a momentary doubt
a period where you seriously have your love tested
when you waver
when you are uncertain what's what

but it's only temporary
not lasting
the original love is your forever love

my faith has been shaken
i myself have been shaken
but already i find myself coming back
to my first love, my true love
The Lord

believing that he accepts me with open arms
this is more difficult
that he has forgiven me already
that he could "trust" me
that that which shook and allured me
is not my true deep desire

he knows my heart already
which is better and worse
he knows i am still tempted
by other loves (worse)
but he knows that I
ultimately cling to him (whew)