i thought D-day was a month ago... how it's drawn out

instead tomorrow's the day. i'm 95% certain that i'm quitting my job of 4 years.... i'm actually feeling quite relieved. i guess i needed a kick in the seat in order to move on from what was comfortable. sigh. i didn't want it to go down this way, but here i am. what more can i do?

but i talk in the mirror to the stranger that appears, our conversations are circles, always one-sided, nothing is clear
except we keep coming back to this meaning that i lack
he says the choices were given
now you must live them
or just not live...
but do you want that