Made alive with laughter

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

i need to create, soon. photos, sketch, music, STAT

He says "we all follow the rules
We can't very well go and break them now can we?
For you, for you, for you..
...
Your shining eyes.
...
It's the bond that we share
Cos you were all trying to endure it
You could easily go and make your own life somewhere
Couldn't you? Couldn't you? Couldn't you, couldn't you, couldn't you, couldn't you, couldn't you?"

With the sun beams bright
You keep your eyes shut
Your alarm clock lies
Get to school on time
But you're a bag of warm fluid
You're the corpse in the class
You walk so near to your locker
You lay so low in the grass
...
But I saw you walking once
Under powder blue skies
You looked cold still
Your collar was high
And I tried to talk to you
But you walked right by
I don't know which I said then,
"Hello" or "Goodbye"
And yet we're all trying to be pure
But it isn't a very easy thing, now is it?
To do, to do, to do, to do, to do, to do, to do?

And yet we're all trying to be pure but it isn't a very easy thing, now is it? To do

spent some time reflecting today. went to cty jail ministry which was good; always good to get a taste of humility, of reality, of our need for God, collectively and individually.

relax and surrender to God. this applies to many life-issues, especially Sudan time off.




Cause how I ever got to you, I have no idea.
It's like some secret door, well it just appeared.
So, no matter what I do from now on with my time.
You will always stay here, in my mind.
I'm certain of this, and I'm not certain of anything.

So, I wanna get myself attached, to something bolted down.
So these winds of circumstance won't keep blowin' me arround.
From when I land, to when I leave:
Theres not enough time, to sleep and sing.
I keep running around and all I want is to lay motionless.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

"There aren't enough people like you in this world--- we need more people like you, Marcelle." --Jung Hee

You made us for yourself, and our heart is restless until it finds its place of rest in You

Seldom do any of our habits or flaws disappear by a process of extinction through reasoning or by the force of mental determination. But what cannot be destroyed may be dispossessed. The only way to dispossess the heart of an old affection is by the expulsive power of the new one... there is not one of these identify transformations in which the heart is left without an object. The heart's desire for one particular object may be conquered, but its desire to have some object of absolute love is unconquerable. ... Rather. you must try every possible method of finding deep access to your hearts for the love of him who is greater than the world. -Thomas Chalmers





incorrigible>>attention of many>>belonging in God