cry into rest

an incredible eve sky and colors tom and alex, my fav gay friends ever, ron mindy liz dee maur sunny, calling lauren, surviving a crazy day, talking like a child to God, naive/trusting>jaded, espanol old kiss and islam yell cry, heart tx young art, and ocean beach surf panc ma. pts this week impressed on me.

what a beautiful way to break your heart

today for but a moment i was in Finland again traversing the long musky hallways of the underground dark changing rooms. white and pin stripes and plasic keys and old school european story. the underground creepy hospital maze. where nothing but a morgue, laundry, storage, garbage, or an ancient star wars set should belong. and i walked there alone. and i smiled and sighed and longed for the cafeteria with pirkko and the chocolate walks in the brisk through ponds forests universities penquins and graffiti bridges. ahhhhhh bicycles and rain and singing and sunsets at 11pm. tulips and accents and fluid language and blonde. saunas and foreigners.

God's love isss mind-blowing

wow mar, so what did God do for you today to suddenly come to this conclusion?
nothing. and everything.

he reminded me about prayer.

and that he loves. when i suck.

North Carolina come on and raise up

23 never will i live to be 24 the way things are goin i dunno

i feel lonely

i need to spend time with God